betrayer saason 1

what is wrong with this boy? i wondered unhappily.
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That fateful day truly was the third time i was spending my evening with him, yet he failed to notice my moves, instead behaved like a priest, distancing himself from me as if i was an evil spirit.

Benjamin was an attractive wealthy male, who caught my fancy right from the first day i packed into the new lodge{hostel}. Unlike most guys, he kept to himself and behaved like a saint, winning my heart with his godly behaviour. But getting him to reciprocate my good gestures towards him was a very hard task.

His intense behaviour soon began irritating me, forcing me to make up my mind not to visit him again after that fateful tuesday evening. Because I had my pride to protect, which really was more important than my fondness for him.

He was in 300 level, while i was in my 2nd year in the university. My feelings for him were really strong and divine, but i couldnt display my emotions the way i wanted, without appearing cheap and disgusting.
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Finally by 8pm, the movie ended. I sighed and got up from his bed,

good night i said to him unhappily, but surprisinly, he held my hand strongly and looked up at me with fire in his eyes,

please dont go yet, there is something i wish to tell you he pleaded. I gazed into his eyes and smiled,

finally he is living up to expectation i reasoned,

please sit down he begged humbly. I rolled my eyes and sat beside him,

i know you do trust me alot, thats why im the only guy you always visit, but i cant help it anymore, i have tried holding back myself but cant any longer, because its killing me silently. I have been dreaming and praying to have someone like you. Please will you grant my request and be my special friend??, I have been in love with you from the very first day i saw you he pleaded nervously with shaking lips. I stared at him coldly even though i was very happy inside.

i dont think it will be possible, lets just be friends i replied and stood up. He tried to draw my hand, but i snatched it from his grasp,

goodnight we will see tomorrow i murmured, gave him one last look and left for my room.

I rushed to my room, hugged my teddy bear happily, and heaved a sigh of relief.

I was very much delighted.

At last, hmmmm I murmured happily, falling asleep and dreaming of good times.